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Journal Entry: Thu Aug 14, 2008, 7:02 PM
Okay, so I figured it's been a while (since may) since I've written a new entry. So, I think I'm going to...tell a story!
There once was a man from Nantucket...KIDDING!! I'm serious though, here goes. This is called
One Moment
He still keeps it to himself. He won't tell me. I konw that there's something. I try to get him to tell me. I want to know so I can help him. But he keeps pushing me away. We've been friends for so long; we used to always talk to each other about everything. He keeps pushing me away.
Sometimes I see something in his eyes. Because of that I know that it's a person that's bothering him. A face, he sees a face, always, just behind ihs eyes. It plagues him. I konw that if he told me everything he would be alright. We would be fine again. I ask him who she is. He always says the same. No matter how much I try to get him to tell me, he will not say. Every time I ask, he gets farther from me. He tells me that even if she knew his feelings, she could never be his. She is beyond his reach.
Now he just turns away from me. She will always haunt, I know that now. I turn from him and walk away. I go home to my husband and my family.
It's been ten years and I rarely see him. Sometimes I cry at night, remembering all the times we laughed, and that face. The face he would see haunts me in my dreams. She never has any features but she is there. I wish I knew. I wish I could help my friend.
I can't take it any longer. I go to find him and I ask him one last time. I tell him I'm leaving son. I'm getting out of this town. The look on his face is sad. It makes me wish to cry...but I am done crying because of him. I ask him one last time to tell me who this person is that has taken over his life. He looks to the ground and is silent for a moment. Then he tells me it's me.
That's when I run away. I can't take it. I leave everything behind, my family, friends, everything. I wish I could turn back time to that day when my husband proposed to me. I would've said no, had I known.
I ran away into my mind. I find it somehow comforting. I'll go back out soon. Then I'll say that I don't remember about my past, save my name. I hope my young children forget about me and my husband takes a new wife, seeing as to how his old one is gone, so to speak.
I've given him another chance. Not everybody gets second chances.
So, yeah. I hope ya'll like it.
- Mood:
Tired
Devious Comments
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"Will you be my penguin?"
If there's one thing I've learned in all of this, it's that being away from the person you love most is harder than the storybooks say..
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Life is short... Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truely, laugh uncontrollable; and never regret anything that made you smile.
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As a walking tree, I really had to branch out.
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Life is short... Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truely, laugh uncontrollable; and never regret anything that made you smile.
________
As a walking tree, I really had to branch out.
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"Will you be my penguin?"
If there's one thing I've learned in all of this, it's that being away from the person you love most is harder than the storybooks say..
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"If I make one little mistake kiltul always explodes like a suicide bomber, sending dangerous shrapnel everywhere! It's almost like he expects me to believe what he says to random strangers on the internet."~Denzel
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Life is short... Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truely, laugh uncontrollable; and never regret anything that made you smile.
________
As a walking tree, I really had to branch out.
--
"Will you be my penguin?"
If there's one thing I've learned in all of this, it's that being away from the person you love most is harder than the storybooks say..
--
Life is short... Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truely, laugh uncontrollable; and never regret anything that made you smile.
________
As a walking tree, I really had to branch out.
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Just tell me you love me, then wrap your arms around me and hold me forever.
I love you.
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Life is short... Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truely, laugh uncontrollable; and never regret anything that made you smile.
________
As a walking tree, I really had to branch out.
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"A goal casually set, and lightly taken, will be freely abandoned at the first obstacle" ~Zig Zigler
--
Life is short... Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truely, laugh uncontrollable; and never regret anything that made you smile.
________
As a walking tree, I really had to branch out.
--
"A goal casually set, and lightly taken, will be freely abandoned at the first obstacle" ~Zig Zigler
--
Life is short... Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truely, laugh uncontrollable; and never regret anything that made you smile.
________
As a walking tree, I really had to branch out.
THANKS!
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"A goal casually set, and lightly taken, will be freely abandoned at the first obstacle" ~Zig Zigler
--
"Will you be my penguin?"
If there's one thing I've learned in all of this, it's that being away from the person you love most is harder than the storybooks say..
--
Life is short... Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truely, laugh uncontrollable; and never regret anything that made you smile.
________
As a walking tree, I really had to branch out.
--
"A goal casually set, and lightly taken, will be freely abandoned at the first obstacle" ~Zig Zigler
--
"A goal casually set, and lightly taken, will be freely abandoned at the first obstacle" ~Zig Zigler
--
Life is short... Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truely, laugh uncontrollable; and never regret anything that made you smile.
________
As a walking tree, I really had to branch out.
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Just tell me you love me, then wrap your arms around me and hold me forever.
I love you.
--
Life is short... Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truely, laugh uncontrollable; and never regret anything that made you smile.
________
As a walking tree, I really had to branch out.
Sometimes all you can do is imagine how things could be and on that poem it worked out for me
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"El secreto de la felicidad es tener gustos sencillos y una mente compleja. El problema es que a veces la mente es sencilla y los gustos son complejos" -- Fernando Savater.
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Life is short... Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truely, laugh uncontrollable; and never regret anything that made you smile.
________
As a walking tree, I really had to branch out.
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